Work before - Fruit/Result After - What the F is wrong with THE PRINCIPLE OF KARMA? Expectations are legal

Its 3 43 AM..Some random thought hit my cracked above forehead shell that WHY NOT TO THINK ABOUT RESULT or SAY WHY NOT TO EXPECT something out of the efforts you putting in.
But on the second thought I am thinking that Expectations may be harmful for your health as in you may get 'hurt' if they are not fulfilled or if you dont get the result for your efforts.

But again, how can some one can work on something if he dont know what the result is or what he is expecting out of it..say if I am working on backend , I cant do it if I dont know what the front end will be like.

So WHAT DO YOU THINK?? WE SHOULD HAVE EXPECTATIONS or NOT??

Damn!! What Am I Talking about?? Am I talking shit?? YEa!! Its BullShit..!! Perhaps ...I am sleepy...hmm..Correct!!

So guys and gals..Sorry for the above Night Blogging ( from the league of Night Walking problems) ...I go sleep now. Goodnight and Take care.

I think The PRINCIPLE OF KARMA is correct. I should not think about result and should not have any expectations from whatever I do.

My Tokyo Trip - HARVARD's Business Conference

So I am writting this post exactly 46 days late. Actually, I was busy with Technozion and developing Vinnex so couldn't blog about the Tokyo Trip (dated : 5th Aug to 13th Aug).

Going back to how all this tokyo thing came in picture : I was selected as one of the two HPAIR BConf Delegates from India somewhere in mid April.

Travel Plan : Warangal>>Delhi>>Bangkok>>Tokyo>>Bangkok>>Delhi>>Warangal

Currency exchange Rates involved : 1 Dollar= 33 Bahts = 46 Rupees = 93 Yen , So 1 Rupee = 2 Yen (Feelings : Till now!! WOW!! Its so koool....For INR 20K i am getting Yen 40K [unaware of whats in-store in Tokyo] )

First Day in Tokyo : The Bangkok-Tokyo flight landed Tokyo early morning around 6 am or something at the Narita Airport which is like 150 KM from Tokyo city (what the hell!! )

Now as my hotel was in Tokyo main city ,so I had some 3-4 options to travel from Narita Airport - A Limousine Bus - 3000 Yen, A Narita Express Train(bullet train) - Yen 2980 , A Keisel Line Train (Local Train) - Yen 1200 , Helicopter - Some 20K Yen and A BLOOOODY TAXI ----- For -----wait for it------coming......its coming.....yeaaa!! For damnn! 25K Yen. WTF!!

I mean for a Taxi ride equivalent to Warangal to Hyd it was costing 12.5 K INR. Man!! then I figured out why Tokyo is not only the most advanced but also the most expensive city in this world.

So , I took the Narita Express and dropped down at Tokyo station and from there took Tokyo Metro to Roppongi Area (where Mori Tower is situated ).

Its 10:00 Am, I am outside the Roppongi Metro Station and all I can see is Chinkis, Big Big buildings, Flyovers, more and more chinkis, some damnn hot girls (I swear---I mean by-god---reaaalllyyy....) and gay guys with ladiezzz purse hanging in their hands(!ewwwwww!)....Phew!!! the whole scene was KOOOOL!!

But there came a small problem - JAPANESE LANGUAGE . How so ever hot a chic may be or professional uncle may be - THEY JUST DONT KNOW SIMPLE HI HELLO ENGLISH. Hence, It was quite difficult,initially, for me to ask for an international phone or for my hotel address or something. So I went to the near by police station for help and got some help from Police Inspector who was a Bangladeshi women (HOWZZ Datttt!!! ).

In the Hotel : A 5-star hotel that too in Tokyo, I am not going to explain because you are smart enough to self-understand the grandeur of that marvel. Fountains, Expensive sports cars in showcases, sofas, shinning raise to power shinning marble on the floor and walls plus the STAFF (*You know what I m saying ;)* ) . There in the hotel reception , I met some of the HPAIR delegates from Singapore,US,Poland and Korea and we went for some refereshments and *cold drinks* .

[[I m tired...will complete this sooon!! ]]

Father - Figure of sacrifice and discipline - Belated happy Father's day to my papa

Ten minutes back I got a really good intellectual mail about some story related to spirits and the mail ended with some common and very well accepted generalization that MOTHER's play bigger role in child's upbringing than the FATHER's do. But I m not buying this generalization at any cost.This is what I feel

You just cant generalize that mothers play a bigger role in child's up bringing..it depends family to family, house to house, person to person...there must be numerous cases where father's have played a bigger role in child's life. No doubt mothers take care of their kids from their bath to their studies to their friend circle to their dirty nails to their parent-teacher meetings...but its father who give them all what makelife look so simple and easy going....Father is a figure of sacrifice and discipline. Kids and mothers buy new things on every here and there occasions but i have never seen any father doing such expenditure just because he is committed towards his responsibilty of giving his family all comforts.

This is what makes a Father

God took the strength of a mountain,

The majesty of a tree,

The warmth of a morning summer sun,

The calm of a quiet sea,

The generous soul of dew,

The comforting arm of night,

The wisdom of the ages,

The power of the eagle's flight,

The patience of eternity,

The depth of a family need,

Then God combined these qualities,

When there was nothing more to add,

He knew His masterpiece was complete,

And so,

He called it ... My Father

He is your hero, guide and friend. He is always there for you with his love maybe not carrying it on his face or lips but his eyes and hearts are flooded with it. Remembering his presence near my bed when I get sick, remembering his presence outside the examination centers when i come out after finishing my exam, remembering his presence when he gives me 10 times what I ask for, It makes me feel both proud, happy and emotional. Though I am not a believer of Father's day because wishing father happy father's day seems more like out of formality but still I WISH MY FATHER A BELATED FATHER'S DAY. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU PAPA!!

Yes!! Gaufire Is Back

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Gaufire was riding the crest of tides and was going places when I moved to new work and left Gaufire behind to die a silent death. But like a true Phoenix it has taken a new birth, a new avatar.

That time Gaufire was a hacking , cracking , downloads and windows tips blog and people loved it. I made many fans , featured in PC MAGAZINE , NEWSPAPERS and gained a tag of BLOGGING GURU AND ALSO TOP BLOGGERS OF INDIA.

So, now I have realized my mistake that I shouldn't have abandoned Gaufire this way in the middle to fade off, so I m litting the fire within myself to bring back the Brand Gaufire and take it above where I left it a year back.

New Version of Gaufire is quite different from the earlier version. The NEW Gaufire will give you PHP SCRIPTS which you can easily install on your servers and can run various interesting internet services like Groups, Dating, Emailer, Games, Portals etc.

I'll also be writing tutorials on PHP on how to go about creating new applications and all.

And me not talking about blogging cant complete the story, so I'll be tips for effective blogging and monetizing blogging which I have learnt through my experience.

Last but not the least , I wll be sharing interesting Internet applications also on this blog.

Note: I am not an php expert, so will teach you only that much stuff which can be used to create simple php applications. For expert tutorials and learning, this is not the right place. But you are free to share your tutorials.

So fellas, which me good luck for this restart!! Hope I'll be successful in rebringing the brand Gaufire back into the blog-0-sphere

A post Just to get rid of my anger

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE....

I M LOSING MY COOL...

EITHER I'LL BREAK MY HEAD ON THE WALL

Or 

I'LL THROW OFF or CRUSH MY FUCKIN CELL

Or

WILL SLEEP EARLY

Or 

WILL DELETE  MY BLOODY ORKUT AND FACEBOOK ACCOUNTS

FUCKKKKKK!!! I AM FRUSTATED!!!

p.s. This is just a temporary condition...dont worry... I'll be fine in few minutes or hours from the time of publishing this post!!

Gaurav Sharma : E4SI Fellow 2009

Whenever something bad or good happens, I come here on this blog and express it and share it!! This time something good has happened...yes!! Very strange no??? But yes this time something good has happened.
Firstly, as its 11th March, wishing you all a very happy,safe and secure(for all those running from holi-players,hiding in different hostel rooms,looking themselves in toilets and bathrooms or asking someone to lock your door from outside...or in short all those holiphobics like me) holi.Please use organic colors...hmmm....!!

So breaking the good news here without wasting time: I am selected as one of 13 E4SI Fellows 2009 to gain immersion experience in one of the leading social entrepreneurial firms in the field of micro-finance as an intern.E4SI stands for Engineers for Social Impact, in which students from All the IITs, 3 NITs i.e. NIT Warangal, NIT Trichy and NIT Surthkal and BITS Pilani can apply for summer internships as E4SI Fellow.
So,this summer I'll be going Bangalore to work as an intern in Micro-Finance company called Dhanax.After the internship we all fellows will attend a leadership workshop in Indian School of Business, Hyderabad.I am really excited about my summers now.There will be so much to learn, making new friends and working on real projects which serve the society especially poor in the form of Small credit or other financial services which other financial entities don't provide.

The only thing which is bringing my level of happiness down rather in control...is the period of 2.5 months away from home and friends.Earlier to this, I had some plans to spend some quality leisure time at home.Just eat,sleep,eat,sleep and yea internet....but no problemo...as someone has very well said " TO GET SOMETHING , YOU HAVE TO LOSE SOMETHING"...following that only....I click on publish post now....!!

But before I end this post...lemme thank my parents,sister and good friends...without their continuous support,encouragement,love and care.... nothing is possible to achieve....Love you all!!!

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Winter Break 2008 coming to an end

I have neglected this blog so much over the past 6 months but it is as important to me as it was when I started this.This blog helps me open up myself when I am Happy and when I am sad.It helps me share my success and good experiences. It acts as a tissue paper for me, absorbing my tears when I want to cry.It reminds me that I was an avid blogger some time back.It is important to me but me being bad at showing affection, I have really neglected this friend in need of mine.I am sorry to this blog.

Anyways stating my present condition : I have just recovered an arbit fever attack but still feeling a sense of bad mood and on the verge of crying.Even my present Orkut status reads as "Im pissed...but dono y...n i wanna cry..dono y??[:(] [:(] [:(] "
So after having a good holidays , just 2 more days left and I'll again be going back some 1550 km away from my native habitat...where my parents live...where my true friends live....where the atmosphere of comfort and no tension prevails...where I can have my self-prepared/made chai whenever I want to.....where life never ends......................

But every passing by moment of life makes you learn lessons and God keep on giving you useful hints to solve the all so complicated looking problems of your so called Life[ which i feel is a compulsive formality and burden you start jhelufying from the very moment you take birth] .....so being a good student [ *overstatement* ] I have learned alot and must jot down some of my resolutions for 2009 here :

• Not to get attached or feel attached to someone even if he/she is your relative or your friend or whatever.....it causes increase in expectations....and expections not getting properly entertained always lead to feeling hurt,low and ' I m nothing' types feelings.So be yourself as well as be to yourself only....
• I have to concentrate harder on what I am supposed to do when by Under graduation gets completed.I have so many options but have to single out one and nail it proper types.
• Should work on seting up a proper corporate setup for my [ and my cofounder's] company Vinnoite.
• Should start believing in myself
• I'll fuckin crack GMAT and CAT proper types...rather I should !!!!
  
• Need to work on solving the problem of people taking my wrong always....What I do if things look exactly the opposite than what I actually mean.Phew!!! BIG BIG PROBLEM
• Should cut-off myself from some of the college events
• Should try to control my anger and minding things.Take things 'lite' is the fundaa

But again why is that empty feeling surfacing again and again.People say I have everything settled in my life..but naaaaahhh!!! something is missing.....!! I want that feeling that I mean something to people around me. Even a single informal word or statement can make my day,can bring million dollar true-from inside smile on my face.But naaahhh!!! everybody is buzy and are not bothered...I just cannot control my tears,I have to cry them out lest accumulating them inside.
Know what I am in deep trouble which is invisible behind my smile,jokes,talks and so called success so far.Umm but the point is clear, I need to tackle it myself.Leave me on myself.I am a strong guy and know to control my emotions and life.Infact I am a winner but may be out-of-form.And please dont feel bad for me.I am OK.I am fine.Just spamming the net with useless blog post.You know tp - TIME PASS.

Quoting some lines i read somewhere:

Even among crowds of 1000s,

I feel crazy, hysterical and desperate.

I try to be sufficient unto myself.

But I can not.

What am I to do?

Hope the above resolutions will help me leading a happy and succesfull life in year 2009.
So friends Happy XMAS and Happy New Year in advance.I need to get some sleep to get rid of my post-fever sick mood.Ciao.Take care.